Showing posts with label Personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Personal. Show all posts

Thursday, June 26, 2014

Determination!


 
  "Life is one crazy roller coaster"...this is part of the conversation that me and my child hood best friend Chelsea had as we made our way up the hill to Spicer yesterday. We were so excited to be spending our day at the lake and ready to enjoy some much needed relaxation! As we started our drive up the hill I knew we had SO much to catch up on so I said "Ok, we need to start from the beginning..."Hi, my name is Angel. What's your name?" She replied with lots of laughter "I'm Chelsea" (We both are always full of giggles when we spend time together, it's something I love about our friendship and always have.) "Chelsea it is wonderful to meet you, please tell me about your life and your most recent goals and dreams." We both couldn't speak for a couple minutes because we were laughing too hard about how ridiculous we were being...

  She then proceeded to tell me about how she is trying to get into grad school...in Washington!! I have always loved the idea of moving to Washington. I've heard so many wonderful things and I've seen so many beautiful pictures of the Seattle area. I was automatically on board with this idea even though it meant she was leaving me. She talked about her passions of health and the past year how she has been studying to get into a program that in the end fell through for her. We talked about how things we want to work don't always work out because there is something bigger in store for us and how it's hard to remember that in times of frustration. She told me that she should be getting a call any day now with the news and that she was nervous and a little worried about the  call. I've known Chelsea for a long time and when that girl is passionate about something she puts her entire heart into it and then some. I had no doubt the phone call she would receive would be a positive one. 


Before we knew it we had made our way to the lake and we both were so blown away by its beauty. We already live in a beautiful area but to only drive 45-50min to a lake surrounded by trees and gorgeous blue water. We both just couldn't get over it. As we walked down closer to the water Chelsea points out an island and says "Before we leave today we have to swim out to that spot." I laughed and told her she was nuts! "That has to be at least 8-9 pools put together. AT LEAST!!!" She continued to stay confident in her decision and to tell me how we are tough and we could do it. (A piece of me was dying inside knowing the water alone would be freezing, not to mention I'm not an Olympic swimmer! Haha)


  We get in our swimsuits and I start making it into the water before her...lots of screaming, a few cuss words and oh my gosh, oh my gosh it's freakin cold! We both couldn't stop laughing. We new what we were doing was absolutely crazy! Chels finally decided to make her way in the water and her reaction was hysterical. I thought I was being dramatic and she would conquer the water with a little more ease. I was wrong. The girl who came up with the crazy idea could barely get in the water and continued to scream bloody murder the entire time. I told her to hurry up and put her shoulders under the water so they could adjust to the temp. If I got myself in the water I sure as heck wasn't gonna back out now.
 

  Eventually Chels got as comfortable as possible in the water and we decided to start swimming. I knew this wasn't going to be an easy task for me because I'm not in the best of shape and I often get short of breath. The first part of the swim was difficult but by far the easiest. We talked and laughed and I would yell out ridiculous jokes like "It's like I'm surviving the Titanic!" (I know, I'm ridiculous and quite dramatic at times) haha! As we approached the rocks Chels and I are started squealing with excitement. We grabbed hands and pushed against the rocks together and I can't even begin to tell you the amount of joy that accomplishment gave me. We pushed ourselves so hard and we were determined to conquer our goal and quite honestly we kicked ass! We sat up on the rocks and gave each other a huge hug and congrats! We were stoked! We sat for a bit in the water to rest before we made our way back to other side. We enjoyed the beauty around us and constantly commented on how beautiful of a moment this was for us and thankful we were able to experience it together. 


We started our journey back and right away I could feel how exhausted my arms and legs were. I felt like I had weights tied to me and I had to stop and float for a couple minutes far more often to catch my breath and try not to hyperventilate. Thankful for Chelsea's patience in those times. She is an awesome coach and encourager. We started to get so close to the rocks and my leg started cramping up. Like those awful cramps I sometimes get in the middle of the night. I thought, great this would happen. Chelsea was completely selfless and as I floated on my back she rubbed out the cramp and then we decided to push through and hurry to the rocks. After we made it Chelsea gets out and is freezing. I forgot to mention the wind wasn't on our side what so ever on our way back. I look up and all I can see is chels hugging this huge rock to get warmth. I'm telling you...this adventure was too much. Sooo many laughs.

We make our way up to the towels. I dodge a snake thankfully and we start to take some pictures of our success! Pointing to the island that we just swam to and conquered! At this point we can't stop expressing our gratefulness of such a beautiful day and fun adventure! In the middle of me taking a photograph of Chels she gets a phone call. Where we were located there was basically no cell service at all, it was so random. We were in the middle of nowhere...oh, did I mention the number that was calling was a Washington number?! I handed her the phone and immediately pulled out my phone and hit record... 

(I realize that the photos do not do us justice. I know it doesn't look very far away, but I promise it was) haha!
 
  I knew this news was going to be life changing and I wanted to capture that moment for her.  She started crying happy tears and when she gets off the phone we both start screaming, she is jumping up and down on a rock absolutely ecstatic. She was accepted into Grad School and I was the lucky friend that got to be by her side while she watched part of her dreams come true..I won't ever forget this day. 

  This life is a beautiful roller coaster ride. Sometimes it's scary, sometimes it's fun and sometimes it makes you sick to your stomach. But if you stay determined to reach your goals and keep shining through it all, the good, bad and the ugly, you will make it! Keep pushing through! It's worth it! 


 
❤Angel

Sunday, June 15, 2014

Grandpa ❤

  Whenever I have fallen in life, you were there to catch me. When my own father wasn't there to be a father, you stepped in. You showed me what true strength, honor and courage was from day one. You encouraged me to follow my dreams (whatever they may be) and you were ALWAYS on the sidelines being my biggest fan. You showed me the support and unconditional love that a lot of people don't receive and though most times I feel like my time with you was cut short you gave me enough love to fill a lifetime and for that I am forever grateful. I strive to be more and more like you each day and wish to make you proud! My sweet Grandpa, you are dearly missed. Thank you for choosing me. Happy Fathers Day in Heaven. 

(Not to mention you gave thee very best hugs and had the sweetest smile) 
 
♥ Angel

Friday, January 31, 2014

*Music Friday*

  Happy Friday friends! Today's Music Friday is dedicated to Ingrid Michaelson! She is a singer/songrwriter and I have been obsessed with her music for about 4 years now. I'm really not sure how I even discovered her music but I am thankful that I did. I feel that at one time or another in my life I have been able to relate to her lyrics in almost every single song that she has written. I love it when people write music that is relatable, it really draws me in. I got the most amazing opportunity to see her in concert a couple years ago when she had a show in Tucson at the Rialto Theatre... It is a gorgeous historical theatre might I add! I never realized the amount of beauty Tucson had until I attended her show. The entire evening was incredible!
It is really difficult for me to narrow down a few songs to choose because I honestly love almost every single one...Basically you need to buy all of her albums. :)
 
The first song I am sharing is a little up beat, fun song that makes me smile... "Parachute"


"Ghost" is another song that I find to be so darn beautiful. A slower song and a little sad, but beautiful.



This last song is an absolute favorite... A couple years ago life was not going the way I had "planned" it to go. I felt myself sliding into a depression to the point where I could barely get myself out of bed in the morning for work. Some of the lyrics that stood out to me when I would hear this song are: "Don't waste a minute on the darkness and the pity sitting in your mind and Do it right now" and "No one's gonna wait for you." This song really helped me in that time and showed me that life wasn't going to just magically change, that I had to stand up, be strong and do something about it. To me it is a very powerful song and has spoke wonders into my life. Music is incredibly powerful and my story proves it. Here is the song "Do it now'



I hope you enjoy this artist and her music. A little birdy shared with me today that Ingrid will be going back on tour and the dates will be up this Tuesday. I am ecstatic! She not only can sing amazing live but she also is hilarious! One of the funniest shows I have been to by far! You almost feel like you are at a stand up comedy show going to see her. I suggest you check out the dates on Tuesday and buy some tickets. I know that I will be!
I hope everyone has a great weekend!
-Angel

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Saying Goodbye to 2013...


Happy New Year friends! Can you even believe that it is January 1st 2014?


For me time has flown by in some ways and in others not so much. I had a lot of really great things that came of this past year and some not so great things. I was able to leave a job that I strongly disliked and was offered a position at two different places that fit me perfectly. I lost my place that I called home. I reconnected with old friends and lost a few as well. My Grams moved an hour away from me after living states away for over 5 years. I restarted my photography business and blog. I fell in love then had to repair that love. Found a new beautiful home to call my own. I discovered a kind of strength and courage that I never knew I could possibly have. Tried to trust God every step of the way and have patience that everything will turn out ok and in return he has blessed me so incredibly much. I am so happy that my year is ending on such a beautiful note.


I am in the process of moving into my new home, my relationship is stronger then ever and I am ready to take my photography business to a whole new level! 2014 is going to be my year and I hope you follow along in my journey!
Goodbye 2013 and HELLO 2014!
Cheers!
-Angel

Friday, November 22, 2013

6 Things {The Girl Behind The Camera}

So if you have a Facebook, which lets face it most of everybody does these days, you probably have noticed one of the latest trends. Which had something to do with posting a certain amount of *random facts about yourself that people may not know* and if you like or comment on the post then they give you a number to post your own things. Some how I singed up for this, my lovely cousin Steph gave me the number 6. I don't usually go along with the Facebook trends because they kinda drive me crazy but I decided this time, why the heck not! After typing it all out I thought it would be fun to share on my blog for people who may or may not know me. So here it is... I even decided to add more detail to some of the subjects...


Here goes 6 things you might not know about me...
- My dream was to be in the WNBA. I played basketball my entire life till my senior year of high school when I found out my Grandpa had cancer. I have only picked up a basketball maybe 5 times since then.
- My real name is Angelica. I shortened it to Angel when I was in 4th grade b/c I was made fun of constantly...Even though I was much nicer than the Angelica from Rugrats ;) Still to this day if someone calls me Angelica I cringe.
- I work at a Independent and Assisted Living Home as the Concierge. I have a huge heart for the elderly and I know more then ever that this is where I am meant to be at this time in my life. I was raised by my Grandparents which instilled in me a kind and patient heart. They are my heroes and I will forever be grateful for the life that they gave me.
- I often find my self going against most people's opinion of what I should do and how I should live. Not to be rebellious but simply because I follow my own heart. This has been good and bad for me. I am only 25 and I have lived the life of a 40 year old. I haven't always made the best decisions but I know whole heartedly that I have learned from every mistake that I made and believe that everything I have been through has made me a better person.
- When I dream about my future and the possibility of a family, I envision a little Pug dog farm with a few French Bulldogs in the mix.
- I am as low maintenance as girl could get and I like it that way. I have never been a girly girl, and growing up everyone knew me as the tomboy that just wanted to play a game of basketball with the boys. Thankfully I have matured in that area and as of recently have started to enjoy putting outfits together and throwing in a little dressiness with my normally casual outfits.

Hope you enjoyed getting to know a little about me! Stay tuned for a cute little newborn/family session on the blog next week and a possible *Outfit of the day* post!
-Angel

Monday, October 28, 2013

A Clean Slate.

Hello there lovely people... T Cupp Photography is happy to be back in action! The past two years have been full of challenge and change. I have been doing some serious soul searching along the way and I've learned more then ever that some times you fall flat on your face in life BUT with that I learned that you can pick yourself up, dust yourself off and stand tall. So here I am taking life head on, while residing in a teeny tiny town in Northern California! I am absolutely in love with the place that I live in. I might be biased since I grew up here, but really WHO doesn't love the mountains?! :)
I feel like I am more aware of who I am now more then ever. I'm really excited to start documenting my journey here and hope that maybe some of you can connect with my story and my journey. My life has been nothing but a beautiful disaster and I honestly wouldn't have it any other way. My goal in life is to be an encouragement to people, to inspire people who feel like they cant and show them that they can. My passion for photography {beyond wanting to create and make art} is to help people feel comfortable in there own skin and to truly love themselves in photographs. Photography has been a huge part of my life for the past seven years and I plan on creating so much more. I hope you stick around for further post on photography, music, personal style and life adventures. ♥Angel♥

Stay tuned for a photo session with a talented Wedding and Event Planner, I will be telling you all about her and her business. I also will be having an Engagement Session to share with you very very soon!
Also... you should check out this song I heard on the radio today. First time I heard it and kinda lovin it! Enjoy! :)